Posted on Wed, Mar. 12, 2003
Americans Visit Vietnam
to Honor Fallen
MARGIE MASON
Associated Press
http://www.kansascity.com/mld/kansascity/news/breaking_news/5375421.htm
CHI LANG, Vietnam - Mickey Olmstead and
his sister, Dixie, dug their crude walking sticks into the water buffalo
path and plowed forward, determined to reach the top of a mountain in Vietnam
that has been the source of 37 years worth of tears and questions. For
two hours, the siblings from Texas pulled themselves up the steep slope
until finally reaching a small clearing on top. Large chunks of rich
earth were eaten away inside a crater
the size of a small house - the site where they believe their father died
when his plane crashed Oct. 17, 1965, during the Vietnam War.
The two were among about 60 Americans
from 24 states on a two-week journey to try to retrace the last moments
of their loved ones' lives. It's the first trip the Arlington, VA. based
Sons And Daughters In Touch has made to the communist country after three
years of planning. The group included not only sons and daughters,
but widows, siblings, nurses who performed triage during the war and some
20 veterans, including a priest. Each came to confront the places
that have haunted them for years- from sites in the Mekong Delta, to Khe
Sanh, Danang and the former demilitarized zone.
It was believed to
be the largest such trip of its kind, and a first chance for many to connect
with the fathers they never knew. "Everybody has a different
childhood. In mine, I didn't have a father," said Dixie Olmstead George,
40, of Irving, Texas. "In the '60s, everybody was married. They didn't
divorce. At that time, everybody had a two-parent family, they had
a station wagon and I was so different. And then I get on an airplane
with 60 people and they were all different, too, just like me."
George has no
memories of her father, who died when she was 3 years old. But she's grown
up always feeling his presence. She said his absence also has
shaped her life, made her stronger and given her a desire to be a loving
mother to her three sons.
None of her father's
remains were recovered, and George said she and her brother - who
was 5 at the time of the crash - have really never stopped grieving.
"I'm grateful because I think it's all just got to come out," said George,
sobbing into a tissue Sunday on her way to the mountain. "I've been wondering
all of my life what I can do to get rid of this burden and so I guess this
is it." The family has limited knowledge about what happened
that day. They know Navy Cmdr. Stanley Olmstead completed his mission of
bombing Vietnam's supply lines, and that he and his navigator were on their
way back when ground fire struck the nose of the F-4 fighter jet. The 31-year-old
pilot's helmet flew off and he slumped over in his seat, unconscious or
dead. Seconds later, a fireball erupted from Phuong Vang mountain.
Olmstead and navigator, Porter Halyburton, were listed as killed in action.

But a few years later, the family found
out Halyburton had ejected from the plane and was a prisoner of war.
"That raised the hopes again, 'Well if Porter is a prisoner of war, then
there's a chance that my dad is still alive, too,'" George said. "So,
again But after the war ended in 1975, Stanley
Olmstead didn't come home. The crash site has recently been investigated
by a team of officials that locate American soldiers' remains, but it has
not yet been excavated. It also has not positively been identified
as the spot where Olmstead crashed, but others, including Halyburton,
have no doubt it's the right place, situated about 80 miles northeast
of Hanoi. Nothing remains of the aircraft, which was picked
apart by villagers scavenging for metal. But beneath a layer of dry leaves
and dirt, the siblings uncovered a few rusty parts and shreds of
rubber - small physical connections they say will remind them of the day
they found peace on the mountain.
A makeshift shrine
now stands inside the crater with a simple metal cross and a black and
white picture of their dad; photos of the four grandsons he never
met are taped to the back. A stainless steel missing in action bracelet
is buried as a grave marker.
"I never thought in
a million years that we would actually be here, but there's just
more feelings and emotions here right now than I can really
articulate," said Mickey Olmstead, now 43, of Austin. "I guess this is
something I've really dreamed about since I was a little boy. I feel like
I've done all I can - or at least tried to - to honor my father." |